He smiles, he smiles like no other.
His smiles bring me somewhere,
My world is there in his smile,

it enlightens my mind in a unique style

.

He Smiles for the sake of mine-
To me, his every smile has a rhyme,
His smile takes away all my pain,
It s my great relief when am in strain

.
His smile makes my world bloom,

his smile cast away all my gloom,
His smile fades away all my fears
His dimpled chin sweeps away all my tears.

To me, his smile is from other worlds,
When he's not around, my smile dies,
I feel happy when I see him smile,

coz he smiles for me, may be just for awhile.

Listen dear, It’s really a mystery to me;

I love you honey and still I envy thee,
When I am so saddened by sorrows for miles,
How can you smile such sweet smiles!!!!

Make my wish come true.

I look in your eyes and find your love.
Lost inside of you, just like a pair of dove.
I am searching for answers that evaded me for so long,
I love you deeply. Honey… is it wrong?

It s the eyes that makes mesmerism to fall in love.
It s the lips that makes quench the thirst of love.
It’s the hands that make the safe custody of love.
And it s the heart that makes the trust of love.

Wondering to myself, late in the night-
I wish if you would be here to hold me tight.
What’s the reason that attracts me towards you?

What magic do you have and what did you do?

Whenever I want to push you out of my tiny world,
You crawl back, to leave me restless, confused and wild;
I whisper for forgiveness to my god as I surrender to you,
I want to be with you forever to make my wish come true.

Good bye…….

You leave me and I may not hear your voice
You make me fool as I am not as per your choice
I know you are not mine and think of me very rare
You never tell me the truth neither care
I can never be yours as your ambition is too high
I love you deeply yet have to say “good bye”.
Thank you, honey, for everything you've ever done
Your kind words, mesmerizing smile, lovely sensation,
You destructed my world unknowingly when they all wasted through
You can never feel how much I love, I care for you.
Your love comes to an end, lovely moments are going by
I love you, and miss you too. But it's the time to say” good bye”
But still now whenever I peep into my mind,
Can visualize your remembrance, too sweet and kind
My heart can never erase you, you will never be forgotten.

You were, are and will be there, your magic will continue on,
Then only from deep of my heart, I can feel that my love cannot die
I can not live without you, or can never say you “good bye”.

My wish for you……….

If I could have my wishes,

If my wishes did come true
I'd wish for your love and
I'd give myself to you

Your name lights me up
Your smile makes me happy.

Please dear, always be here
I love the way you love me.

Your silence speaks your love
And fill my life with song;

you made me change my mind,
To follow you all day long

I would ask for nothing
But pray to God to keep you fine;
I would wish all your dreams come true
And bring joy to this heart of mine.

To my daughters:

“My tiny angles, my daughters,Oh how I love you!
You are so special... you are my dreams which come true!
You give me such warm feelings;That my lip begins to shiver,
I have no words to say-You are the only things, I have to live for.
You took my maiden heartand made it feel brand new,
Planted a seed of motherly feeling andOh, how it grew and grew!
Well, I say, it's no secret, that you, the little angles, make me smile,
And there's no reason in hiding –Because it comes in divine style.
All the beauties, all the charms of my lifesurely because of you two,
For being the sweetest, lovlist persons of my worldI thank both of you!
Every here, every therein my every promise, every prayer;
No matter where you both shall be dear,
you’ll be with me everywhere.
My life is now complete, All for the love of you!
You are my everything dears I am incomplete without you.”

My prayer to God

Every now, every then,
Everywhere and every when;

I think about you ,I thank you for being.

How great you are and where you've been.
Every here, every there
You're with me everywhere.

In every promise and every prayer,

its only you I can remember.
Every time, every season
Whatever may be the reason,
Whenever I m confused, whenever I feel blue,
I can feel your presence, it’s only you,
In every sorrow, in every joy,
In every smile and in every cry,
It’s only you, who makes me feel,
I m not alone, you are with me still.
In my tragedy, in my odd-time,
In my happiness, in my good time,
I can survive only for you,
Let me trust it, the whole year through!

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FOR SALE: MAGIC MIRROR

The magic mirror is for sale.

Yes that’s what you heard in fairy tale
It tells the things about friend and foe,about past,present,future,what you want to know.
Magic Mirror always tells the truth,
Whatever is the fact, Hard or smooth,
Never tells lies, even forced by threats-
Never commented on love or hate.
It owned by the mind with evil thoughts,
When the beauty queen became its boss,
Snow White, seven dwarfs kept useless-

if the magic mirror was not in its place.
It’s not only a looking glass, too simple to tell,
But an important character in fairy tale.
The queen is erased out, dwarfs are vanished,
Princess is out of mind, story is finished.
Who will say” I must be fairest in the land,”
Beauty can be bought by cash and credit card.
Beauty parlors, anti wrinkle cream,
Weekend in spa, regular visit in health regime.
So the mirror, outdated obsolete,
Just an useless fellow. Fairy tale artifact.
Put it in auction; fix it on wall for sell
Bye Bye magic mirror, just go to the hell.

If I could be…

I'm not that Cinderella, Rapunzel or Barbie
So my love isn’t scared to show that he loves me.

I can Show my prince who really I am
I Can dream my own dreams, But maybe not accomplish them.

Like Cinderella, I do not wish to be like anyone special
Want to feel that People notice me because I am an individual,
I do wish a man who wants me for my heart, my soul,

truly not falseand not just for a pretty face, money or something else
Still sometimes in my dreams I wish I could be Cinderella, dear.
So that My charming prince would bring my glass slipper
If I could be his one and only princess

Too sweet and cute for his crazy love and fiery kisses.

The lamp…

I can bear my love like a lamp before me,
Upon MY way unknowingly, in a dream.
It seems now I have all I wished forevery power

I have long for I don’t care,

all my utmost need demands
Is none but this lamp, the light! So still it stands
There HE is, WHO brought me light;
Made a journey starting from my heart
His name always lights me up

whenever I heard it makes me bump
I think about him when I awake, when I sleep.
He is place in my heart so deep

always made me glittering; sheltering me with groping hands
Stretched toward the path of love through my dreamlands
I always pray to God to keep him alive.

Joyous, happy and satisfied, there’s only my lamp of love

that's how I know I love him more than myself

as we both know. He’s the lamp of my life,

enlightens me with love, hope, and fame

…HE made me so alive, I cannot survive without him.

Love Letter

They discourage me; they say I’m timid, meek dwarf
To pluck fruits from the tree of happiness
I grow fear when night sounds music
And moon alone watches our togetherness.

I wish to blanket my love around you,
Wish to stretch my arms for your moony love
Bosom your pain in exchange of beauty
Stuffed in winter and vanishing the way off.

A hope that your beautiful smile always will be there.
Holding on, holding out...a hand, a hope, a wish.
A gentle feeling that only I can share.
Wondering how I 'll ever repay the promise of all this!

I am not a poet; still my words take the shape of a verse,
To express my love, my feelings, my devotion for you
I am waiting for the time to see the same light in your eyes,
andTo whisper “this poem is exclusively for you.”

The day will come…..

The day will come
When the sky is going to
Scatter clouds all over
The day will come
When the earth is going to
Spread its net of a garden
The day will come
When the rivers would look
Like flowing from the sky to earth
The day will come
When the sky would blanket
My love around you
As it does it to the earth
And all over
To stop your moony shiver
Should I have again to express
That my love yields no
Words this year’s harvest?

/// she ///

"Smile winning her with the tints that glow,
Touching mind at peace with all below,
She walked in beauty, owing glazes of darkling bright
Her tiny world that glowed with tender light
Where thoughts of love sweet serenely expressed
And on her face, a dream was softly enlightened;
Many tales of past in goodness spent,
She when had a heart which was so innocent!
Once, flown sorrows shaded more and joy rayed the less
Her only world became hidden behind the nameless grace
Anger that none could see which burned her dead
She trusted not as someone made her heart bled
One might think that her waiting love lies within,
And I know only that her love won’t be ever seen
For she was found at the slept of love weeping
No body but she stood at the grave of the past peeping

Happy New Year!

Only a night from old to new!

With a sunrise a New Year will come true;
Never a night such changes brought.

No New Year miracles are wrought.

Still The Old Year will bid good bye at the dawn,

putting blooming buds on New Year’s crown.
The blossoms will Bloom from the ashes of the dead.
I can only imagine what might have happened.
Another set in the irrevocable past,

And headlong whirled long Time's winged blast

it’s the time to make Confession and resolve and prayer;

and the days to wake New gladness in the sunny air.

Let’s welcome another New Year

with good things in mind and cheer

Lets erase memories wetted with heartache and pain

and let's turn a new leaf with the smell of new rain

Let's forget past mistakes making amends for this year
Sending season’s greetings to friends to bring hope and cheer
Then take a deep meditative breath to be fresh
And to realize that you are still alive by God’s grace..
Then start a new day, leaving all bad old ways forever
Gift yourself a new look, say, “happy new year”..

// Epitaph //

A meadow-surrounded home of marble crown
A nameplate to show there who’s laid down
Everywhere calm cool breeze, silent inspire
Candles, insane sticks, bouquet and flowers,
Chirping birds, chants have silly fights
Stars twinkling shine all through nights
Here is me, lies my soul you are right
Shhhh!! Don’t be noisy, just keep quite
I am on the bed for slumber, though not sleeping
Don’t keep standing near my grave look weeping
Death might take away my presence from you,
You are everything to me how can I leave you?
You can find me in the wind that blows
You can find me in flakes of snows
I will be there in morning rays
I will be with you in summer days
You can hear me in raining drops
You can touch me through dense fogs
Do not see my epitaph and please don’t cry;
I am not there, honestly, I did not die

The mask I wear

I wear a mask, to hate and love
It is a mask that doesn’t take off.
Being afraid, fearing, but willing to a face unknown;
Long felt inadequacies make my defenses strong.

When I feel my face beautiful, appears a mask,
My protective, ever-varying and ever-concealing mask.
Dwells the real me beneath in confusion and fear,
Lonely moments of sad, moistened with tear ,

A panic weakness of me and my frightened mind-
That’s why I frantically create my masks to hide behind.
I wear the mask that tells both truths to lies,
It hides my emotion and shades my eyes,

—
But within heart a silent flame ablaze me
History repeated itself as it is her story to me
This debt me paying to human guile;
So that with torn and bleeding heart I can smile.

My mask laughs and smiles, hiding my silly cry
Sometime respond none cease to dry
With my masked face, I am playing my assigned role

Strength unknowingly insist me to achieve my goal.

Sometimes I think, why should the world be over-wise?
Coming over the hazards when new day arise?
Let the world see me with mask, let dreams be otherwise,
I love my mask when counting all my tears and sighs.

Pearl drops…

So many times I missed you

So many times you made me cry
Silently tears fell down from my eyes,
It seemed without you I will die.

It came from deep inside,

Making a hallowed place within my heart

It engulfed my soul and broke my mind,

Silent pearl drops made my world apart.

These drops were longing for a gentle care

When consumed in hopeless sorrow

And I was feeling the compassion for you,

Though my dreams hoped for a shinning tomorrow.
With a great hope in mind,

I gazed at youlooking deep into those smiling, lovely eyes

You slowly pulled me towards you,

And wiped the tears from my crying eyes.

You felt my grief, shared it with love and care,

Held my hands, erased my doubts and fear,

I melted down hearing your whispering call,

And felt all my tear drops were not so sad after all.

// Revolving round with time //

In and among the dry leaves
In and around the coughing faces
Seeing the time arrive
In the fields here the harvest is just done
On the street where roaming people having their fun,
We can see moving time.
In the dream I am dreaming
Where my past is still continuing
I see the time run In every step
I step In Every move that I move
I find myself lost and lost without direction
As there’s a voice inside my head saying
‘You’ll never reach it, the time has run off’…
I always want it move
Try always to run with it sometimes,
I’m going have to lose
As my faith is shaking to make me bend
And everything left vacant,
At last, at end.
It comes in a new form,
With many love, nice sharing,
And many quarrels, many wars within
Through flowers, through cards and website
A celebration is made world wide.

EGO

Chaos after chaos, Space beyond space,

World beneath world, face within face.

Day passes after day, sunny or in shadow;

Night comes after night over hills and meadow.

Our strivings takes us out from the darkness into the light.

Its hope which makes life beautiful and bright.

Actually, our Life is full of dreams and illusion;

It is hard core reality by grace of eternity's vision.

Ego that I introspect to find my inn, freeing me from the ordinary,

a metaphor to make me different, though temporary,

When I feel myself lonely or I burst with Joy and Pride,

All the prejudices concluded crushing blow to my ego-mind,

Ego is the Song of the soul from dust unto dust,

and Dream of power that Rise to the call of the primal "Thou must."

Whatever I do in my life, each to the greet "me" replying

Even though a woman in me or being as a human being.

The ego needs and my soul cries for the same.

That ego tries so my mind owns the fame.

That ego supports my love to be silent.

That ego hurts so my heart has to repent.

That ego resists my attitude to make me bloom.

That ego is the only way to make my life doom.

The charm of ego will set me free with deliberation.

Ego is a pipette to control the Venomous drops, the poison.

VOICE

The voices of the wavy sea,

Silent chatting with wind,

The leaves rustle a stir

sensation created in mind,

Forest murmurs,

soft sounding of snowy flakes,

Birds chirp,

songs sound of bees over flower’s blaze,

Melodious river flows,

roar of a crazy storm,

A cute cub’s howling,

or fawn’s call for its mom.

A bud when blooms out

or a dew drop falls,

Cowing crow’s call

at a sunrise or crickets call,

when black clouds move away,

Or dense fog backs away still,

When a tiny spark glows on the sky -

enlightening a hazy hill.

The of raindrops’ song

whispers to my ear,

Before the flood

drives me away to follow,

I ran after them

madly passing mist covered lake,

Where morning mist

hovers in the valley hollow,

I roam around hills and valleys, velvety green,

Tendrils of grey beckoning with secrets to tell,

The power of beauty on this blue planet;

I am hypnotized and dumped well .

All these notes every time whisper me,

nature’s call me from distant shore;

They all speak softly of where I need to be-

Pulled my soul to where it was once before.

AN ATTEMPT TO MURDER

An attempt to murder

Shhhhhhhhhhhhhh…………Don’t make noise…. Don’t disturb me. Be silent please. I m too much busy to make a full proof murder plan…Hey don’t misunderstand me... I m not a professional killer or mafia don, but I have to kill my most problematic enemy anyhow. She is making my life hell. She always wants to boss me like anything...” Do it... Don’t do it. You have to do it...” disgusting!!!! I m really fade up with her... now I just want to get rid of her… so I have to take this final decision.. I will kill her…. Hey don’t stare at me. I m neither a crazy nor a liar. It’s also true that I love her most…I can not survive without her. Actually I have no existence without her, yet I have to take such a drastic step only to be free from her super bossing. She never permits me do to anything illegal or wrong to her… am I a saint? I too have to promote myself by any means. But I can not do. Only because of her. Now tell me friends... What I will do? Now see these books! Yes, they are detective novels. They show me how the criminals use to make little mistakes and can be detected. So I must be aware of them. I will not repeat the same mistake. I must be very cautious about it. Yes, what are you telling? These books? Oh, I forget to tell, these are medical journals. I read them to get some ideas about our anatomy. After all I m going to kill a person! She is very clever. She knew me more than anyone. She knows my every strong and weak point. Perhaps she knows that I m going to kill her. So before she starts to damage my plan and make me fool I have to complete my work. So friends, I am in little hurry. Ok, ok, if you want to witness my success then please follow me. I am going to the roof because I know it will be the safest place for my operation. Why? Because in such an evening time nobody will be there as eye witness. Except you and me, right? Let us go there. You know dear, I make a full proof plan still I want my failure. I am praying to God that may somebody will come to rescue her. Somehow she may escape from my hand…I m going to kill her but wishing her long life too. Confused? Me too! I made a call to one of my friend saying about the murder plan but he also took it as a joke and did not respond. I made an alarming call to the local police station also… but thanks to our telephone department, it was not working. I told to the security guard of this apartment too but he ignored me just like a crazy one. What to do? Now, see my weapon. A simple and most innocent one. A 10 mm disposable injection syringe. No medicine, no poison. Only fresh air. Direct from atmosphere. I have to do only one thing, just I have to push it into her vein, and have to wait for maximum 5 minutes, then I will be free, free from her bossing… from her ruling, from her attention.. Oh, what a great relief!!! See, how calmly she is standing near the fencing. It’s my chance. I have to complete my task just now. What an easy job it was. Now see, see her each movement…but how I can see? A layer of heavy mist is appearing in front of my eyes.. A sense of intolerable burning is felt through my whole body…feeling too thirsty… oh, its too hot…let me breath properly, why the air suddenly stop to flow. Oh dear, let someone come to rescue. I told you dear, I want my failure earnestly ….H…e…l…p m…e… Now I w…a…n…t to l…i…v…e. P…l...e…a...s…e……

To you, my friend

In my blue moments, you brought sweet smiles,
Wherever I wanted, you walked with me for miles
Whenever I felt lonely you hold my hands,
That’s why our friendship had no ends.

Whenever I was sad, you shed my tear,
When I was scared, I felt your presence there,
When I was worried, you gave me light,
When I was confused, you cheered me bright.

Our silly nonsense jokes, our funny nick name,
Our dumb fights, our matter of pride and shame.
Our care, our love, our help for each other,
Our sharing, our quarreling, I can forget never.

You stand by me when my world was against me
You lit the candle in dark when I could not see.
You were with me when everything felt wrong,
We promised to keep this friendship life-long.

You were the man of word, but at last you made me cry,
went to some other world without saying me goodbye.
You were, you are, you will be my best friend forever,
I'll hold you in my mind, and let go never.

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FRIENDSHIP

Friendship is a delicate link,
Friendship is something
Which is divine, a gift of god,
This is between only human being.

Friendship is called
“Love without wings”
Friendship is too bold
To change your lives’ meanings.

Friends are fortune,
Friends are hidden power indeed;
Friendship is unique,
It needs only love to be feed.

“They are rich
Who have true friends”
Friendship is the image of humanity
Throughout the life it never ends.

Friend are sweet, friend are caring,
Friend are loyal, friend are loving
Friend are naughty, friends are cool
Friend are humorous, friend are beautiful.

“Where there is friend,
There is wealth”
Friendship cherish
One’s mental health.

Friendship is the instrument
Playing melodies of love
God sent FRIENDS to us
From Heaven up above.

Friendship is a language spoken by Heart
It has starting, but not the ends
It’s a promise renewed every time we contact.
It is the story of true friends.

DREAMS

D - Desirable –

R - Reasonable
E - Elegant
A - Ambitious
M – Mysterious


Dream comes and dream flies,
Like a blink from starry skies;
The simple smiles. The tints that glow,
Some sad moments passing slow.

The tell of days calmly spent,
A tale of love, too innocent!
A horror scene or a scramming event,
A defeat or a winning moment.

They may be false, may be true,
An imagination about me and you.
Recall memories to our mind-
Unforgettable but very hard to find.

Its may the reflection of inner thought,
Some moments, saying “forget me not”.
May be the future still none can see.
This in reality can never be.

Hidden ambition or childish wish-
Happiness, back biting, hatred or kiss,
Nightmare, romance, whatever you have seen,
But don’t forget to always have a dream.

// RUDALI //

You cried a lot Rudali, not for lives, but death,
To salute a passing soul after you lost your breath
But nobody ever shed a single drop for you
Your pearl drops were wasted for others, I knew.
Rudali, come teach me roll tears, give me your cry,
Make me roll my tears to shed, though my eyes are still dry.
Joyous tears or tears that tell of my sadness, pain
Transparent drippings drops caused for loss or gain,
Silent tears, unveiled lots of words untold,
Showers from insult keeping all mysteries unfold.
Helpless cry of loneliness or the tears full of shame ,
Eyes too may flow getting victory full of fame.
Rudali. How can I wipe tears and bring back your smile?
Acts, acting now shifts to reality, don’t you feel, poor girl!
Did you ever think, why all colours flew off from your black veil
And threw off there a silent beauty like a season's gale?
I never find anything sacred than tear, you sell it on demand,
It tells the tale of past, present; its values can never be refund.
Rudali, I can keep promise if you will hold my hand,
In summer, rain, winter, be it time smooth or hard
Rudali, I agree to die silently for you, I promise
Will I get a glittering spark from your smiling bruised?
But a silly question, I want to ask through and through-
Will you cry for me? If ever, anyway, if I die for you?

ECHO

In the silence of the night;
Words were hiding, were hiding in my heart,
Through rusted -wire of curtain
Invisible, distraught by mocking passion,
Behind grand father’s icy cellar
Flying out freely from the mould of fear.
As a sunlight on a stream;
As the speaking silence of a dream;
In my song, in the captured void
Whence mind, feelings hidden behind
Its came from my voice; nor solitude; nor serenity
Sweet melody, plunges into the echoing air
Like a forgetting lyre sung with melancholy;
Sadness; filed with thus plaintive thoughts;
A part of my voice, thus lingers within the ventricles;
Neither, to cause escape, nor apart;
Come back to me in dreams, that I may give
Pulse for pulse, breath for breath a life to live
Come back to me in reality with in tears,
Oh my echo, live in my memory, having love of finished years.

"Megh piyoner haate pelum kaal bikaler chithi...."

Chul bandhchhi bikal belai, hathat dekhi e ki?
Roopo baran chikchike chul marchhe keno uki?
Ki e ba emon bayas aamar, pakbe keno chul?
Kar mepe gunte bayas korini to bhool !
Ei to sedin duliye beni porte jetum school e,
Aamar meye chul bandhe na step cut je chule,
Meyer kathai porlo mone darun upoma,
Aage mayer meye chhilum ekhan meyer maa.
Aainata ek e thake bodle jai mukhh,
Joubanta paar hole e paliye jai sukhh.
Beauty parlour,spa aar cosmetics er jore,
Bayastake lukiye rakhar proyas chalai tere,
Aakashete aalo chhaya, joyar vanta jale,
Bayas ta to dine – dine egiye shudhu chale.
Mann udasi chhutir bashi bajchhe kothao dure,
Hariye fela din gulo ki aabar pabo fire?
Chalomaan bayastake kei ba rakhe dhore?
Bahon chhilo bahak habe e char kandhete chore,
megh piyoner haate pelum kaal bikaler chithi,
barchhe bayas , etai khabor, solo aana e khati..