MY SENSES, MY FEELINGS ARE SOAKING THROUGH MY SOUL..

JUST LIKE MY DOPATTATHEY WRAP ME WHOLE

IT WRAPS TO KEEP ME SAFE FROM GREEDY EYES.

AND HIDE FROM OTHERS IGNORANCE SMILES.

WHEN YOUR EYSE GLITTERS WITH TENDER LOVE

IT SWINGS UP IN AIR AS MY HEART LEAPS UP,

THE SHY BLUSHES MY CKEEKS, INCREASES PULSERATES,

THEN IT SHADES ME WITH ALL MY SECRETS.

WHEN YOUR REMEMBRANCE WETTING ME INSIDE.

. AND TEARS ROLLING DOWN MAKING ME TO CONFIDE

IT COMES INSTANTLY TO MAKE MY CHEEKS DRY

AND HIDES ME FROM OTHERS QUESTIONING EYES

WHEN I BLOSSOM OUT WITH YOUR PRESENCE

BREATHES COUNT THE MOMENTS TO SEE YOUR FACE,

MY DOPATTA TOO JOYOUSLY START TO DANCE

IT NEVER LEAVES ME ALONE BY ANY CHANCE.

WHEN I WISH EAGERLY FOR YOUR WARM HUG

. IT COMES TO ME AND WRAP ME WITH LOVE

WHEN I WANT TO BE WITH YOU AT EVERY NOW AND WHILE,

WITH SHYNESS I WRAP MY THUMB WITH IT & I MYSELF SMILE,

WHEN YOU TOUCH ME, I CANNOT EXPRESS ALL WHAT I FEEL,

ONLY MY SILLY HEART, DOES EVERYTHING REVEAL,

IT WHISPERING YOUR NAME, AND I DON'T EVEN FEAR,

I LOVE TO HAVE THE MOMENT FOREVER

WHEN I BECOME TRIRSTY WITH SATURATING THIRSTY DREAMS..

IT COMES TO MOISTENING MY THOUGHTS..

UPLIFTING HOPES TO EXTREMES..

MY DOPATTA IS NOTHING BUT YOUR SHADOW TO ME,

AS ONLY FOR YOU, FROM THE OUTER WORLD IT HIDES ME.

(I WANT TO MEAN "URNI, DOPATTA," BUT DUE TO MY POOR VOCABULARY STOCK I CANNOT FIND ANY APPROPIATE ENGLISH WORD FOR IT EXCEPT WRAPPER , SO I USE THE ORIGINAL WORD "DOPATTA " HERE..)

//An Ode to a flower//

Flower, you are the lover’s gift;

Last gift of the living to the dead;

Or the priceless wedding wreath;

A way to welcome a new breath.

The memory of a moment of happiness;

This brings hope, conquering sorrow and loneliness

You are present in both east and west

And angels know the rest.

Like a young, bright expert in photosynthesis,

Like a bliss of solitude (in parenthesis!)

Brought on by dew and sun and shower,

Everyone can feel a surge of green power!

I had tended you with so care,

Hoping your scent should fill the air;

You can flash upon my inner mine

When glistening in the sunshine,

As a beauty, endless voyage to heart discovery,

You can make a poetic mind gay and merry,

You can float on high over valleys and hills

And can make the heart with pleasure fills

You are nature’s boon with bit of pride

To turn the springing world so wild.

Flower, flower bloom for me,

Toss your seed just for me

I would gaze and gaze there and then sink

Blush me with peace within a wink

Flower O’ flower you are true,

Happy am I when I am blue.

my dream.. my shy love..

In my last night dream-

I can visualize your loving face,

You were so close to me,

That my heart began to race.

I was feeling shy;

Not thinking you'd see,

But as I looked up

I saw your eyes looked at me.

Our eyes met and

The globe seemed to disappear,

I was with you only

And I didn't have a care.

Your presence hypnotised my soul,

Captured My heart and brain.

I lost my words and

I could not meet your gaze again.

You made me feel shy-

And gave me feelings I'd forgot,

You made me blushed,

With cupid's arrow I'd been shot

I watched such moments in movie

Many times I loved them to imagine,

I wished if it would happen with me;

Saturating me with thirsty dream,

The time was silently passing by

and I wanted you more and more

- I couldn't look up to your smiling face,

As my eyes locked on the floor...

I cherished the moment,

my heart filled with joy,

I wanted to utter

”my love for you will never die”

But I could not tell,

I didn't know why.

Perhaps in dream also,

my love was too shy,

How Much I Love You....

How much I love you....

You captured my heart and I have yours by bliss,

I hold you by my heart and mine you cannot miss;

I offered myself to you and accept you for pay.

The solemn contract of my love was ratified this way

I gave you with all the freedom of pure joy,

Needing you without a reason why.
You made for me and I made for you
I am afraid to love, and yet I love you.
I am of the Wavy ocean, you are of the calm shore:

there is a wild emptiness in me; in you, a quiet core.
My voice must sing To you with more delight;

my fragrance must pour forth sweeter scent;

My thoughts must burst with greater glory;
And my eyes express a more enchanting story;
Time unfold our love story, never ending, ever green,

Years must shape a spirit more serene.

I love you with all my belongings and passion I use

Smiles, tears, joy and sadness, whatever you choose,
With all my senses,--I love you with the breath,

and, if God permits, I shall but love you still after death.

Every girl has a Name

Every girl has a name
Baby Girl, play with a doll
Candy Girl, very sweet at all
Glamour Girl, gorgeous with fame
Liar girl, what a shame!

Strawberry Girl, colour is pink with shy
Bossy Girl, suited booted with hat and tie
Dream Girl, is it hema malini?i guess,
Sexy Girl? Magazine cover famous!

Sad girl, who cries at night
Independent Girl, never afraid of fight
Frightened girl, tell lie her name,
Pretty girl, who is to blame.

Angel girl is pretty to see
Witty girl is sharp like a honey bee
Distant girl, who’s out of sight
Glitter Girl; never forget to earn her right

Artistic girl is living with new creation
Singing girl is famous with her presentation
Hot girl, Suspension girl, Mystic with emotion.

Then, Detention girl, lucky girl, so many I can mention

Every girl is named after attitude
Behavior, type or reaction
Or can be named after
Family, country, race or nation

And you, the girl embryo,
Cut down from mother’s womb?
“I’m an anonymous girl.
Living in my pain blue tomb”

Butterfly

Butterfly;

Butterfly, butterfly
Do you love?

Hmm, wait,
What’s there to solve?

Butterfly, butterfly
Why do you sing?

Song is my life
So are my wings

Butterfly, butterfly
Why do you fly?

Spread colours,
Spreading love
Thus do I try.

Butterfly, butterfly
will you not love?

shy flowers
spraying love
colour to flower
flower to flower
posting the love
only my job.

butterfly (1)

Butterfly; freely fly into the sky,
Your wings caress the air so high
Multicoloured wings glimmer in the light,

All of them shining bright,
Waving elegantly from left to right
From a flower to another in daylight,

Her vibrant wings of delicate lace

moving up and down with Such grace such poise
It’s remarkable colours,stripes and dots

Spreading starrily as it nods.
Travelling around feeling proudbutterfly,

the lovely creature of God Butterfly;

please don't go,

show me the things that I don't yet know.

Butterfly, your colours are fine,

too lovely, I wish you were mine

Mirror

MIRROR


Every mirror tells a tale,
Knows my secret, makes me recall,
It never allow me to forget my smiles or cries
Seeing mirror Strip away the layers of lies

i know what i want, i know what i do,

i am sure that mirror, wont get me through
but alas, always I can see the real image about me
And not that one which I want to be.

my fault, my wrong deeds i can never hide
Only a piece of glass but takes a look inside
Every reflection has a story yet to be told
It never lies; it is too honest and bold

I can’t help but stop and stare
Why do you watch me every time everywhere?
Watching me in sorrow, turn into sand,
Watching me in love, keeping hand in hand.

Give me the facts, tell me the truth,

make me right back to my youth,
Mirror I wish to tell please set me free

Let me become the person i long to be
I drop the mirror on the ground,

and it smashed in thousand.

still it stares at me and never let me free

A thousand images keep surrounding me.

The Rainbow

The Rainbow

The rainbow of seven colors

So cool and bright
It forms when rain ceases
And tiny raindrops come in light

The rainbow sparkles , shines,
gazes at the world and glow
it comes After a storm
and make the breeze again flow
rainbow glitters with “vibgyor”,
full Of radiance and gleam

Each color has a meaningand shine

with every little beam


Rainbow is the hope for a clear sky
After a heavy shower and storm
Rainbow symbolize your dream will come true
When all the hardles of life you will overcome


violet, indigo, blue. Green
Yellow orange and red,
It’s god’s passage to heaven
As our ancestors said.

Violet represents wishdom
As Indigo indicates happiness
Blue means freedom
and Green is the symbol of lifeness

Yellow expresses wealth
Orange indicates prosperity and itself glow
Red points to success
But when they all mix,You can see a rainbow.

Still my heart beating for you.

Still my heart beating for you.
I'm torn because the colour of my love fades out,
I wish we never met, but will everything be alright?
Will you return the love which I tore from my heart?
Realize myself what I tore from you or anything apart?
I could say that I've missed you, but you can't say the same.
It always seems you couldn't love; it’s my feeling, not blame.
The Love We Felt, Which Is No More today
I'm sorry my waves of romance crash against your hard bay.
I wish I could hate you but what would that do.
You no longer need me but I still need you.
Looking through Mistakes of Past, regretting and being punished.
Return my heart if you can, before the time vanished,
I don't think again I could show my endless love for YOU!

But wish I would be the woman you wanted to be with you.

you and your love for me

You and Your love for me ….


Will you return the love
Which I tore from my heart ?
Out of a light that didn’t allow seeing things clear
Realize what I tore from you or my heart, dear!
Attuned a symphony,
With the heart palpitated
Blended harmony,
Mind that silence read.
So kind that made you love innocence.
Continue my endless love,
On and above the Milky WayS
Where a single line drawn toward
Brighter darkness
An imagination never stops
To the horizon of an eternal love.
Return my heart if you can
Before the time vanished.

music

Music

Music is my laughter that makes me cry
Music makes me smile or may make me shy
Music can Change my mind , music is true
Music is everywhere around me and you

Music can make me dance, music can create a song
Music will be the solo companion when everything is going wrong
Music can make me groove,with a sad tune
Music can make everything feel like home

Music makes me laugh, when I'm alone
Music is my friend, can love me as my own
Music can pacify me, and can make me fight too
Music is everywhere around me and you

Music can be my heart beating for you
Music keeps me alive when I am in blue
Music is my strength, when pain captures me through
And whispers silently ”Let the tears undue you”

Music is melodious with all my old memories
Music has voice, it can tell love or sad stories
Music can teach When I need a moment away
Music can cure and take my tears away

Music is my happiness which I always feel in side
Music can make every situation alright
Music is my life,keeps me alive
Music is the only reason for my survive…

memory

Memory

Your remembrance Brings memories to mind

wonderful Memories are hard to find

someone I loved became a memory,

must be sweet, you needn’t worry,

Memories are the deeds of past,

like an oasis in summer thirst,

experience mixed with fortune and luck

to our goal ,”never, never turn back”

Memories,memories to be cherished all

whileThe ones that makes us happy and smile

In pain and sorrow, happines and distress

Memories will never forget your address...

Memory sweeps in to bring the meaning,

slowly floating away , defeat and winning

Yester is a memory; tod’y will be a memory

our glittering moments, slowly drifting away.

\

My love had now gone for quite some time

the memory still lives on like a love-rhyme,

wonderful moments we had spent together

wonderful days we enjoyed in all weather

My mind tingles , I still feel you around me

Is with me nothing but your pleasant memory

With closed eyes I can do nothing but dream

what we had, what we were, may be my theme

Memories turn to tears, and heavy heart

They’re too sweet , both soft and hard

Memory churns my heart deep inside

But It’s my secret, I try to always hide

Sepaeration.

Only time and only fate
Can make us apart..
Without you surviving
Might burst my heart …

I Want to get you back,
And hold you close to my heart …
What to say, it’s my bad luck
Your absence pains me hard…

Never will I make a mistake
Nor make a silly useless prayer
No cry helplessly shed my tears
Or will never defeat in love, Dear.

I just love you, and I will do…
That’s only thing I know for you,
A promise I make Hence to me and to you too…
You can try and try but I will never loose you.

SUMMER SPECIAL

Summer special
Burning sun, Glittering beams
Meadows shimmer, Golden gleams
Dry hot breeze, Days are long
Heat increase, Power has gone
Thirsty nature, alive and bright
Only can cherish summer night
Bumble bees and marching ants
Velvet moss and browning grass
Swimming kids with mischievous face.
Bubbles oozes and vanishes in their place
Curling creatures, tired birds
Singing the summer song dawn to dusk
Need a shower clean and cold
Summer is so mighty, powerful and bold
Read a poem, Sing a song
It is something summer special, to my heart belong.

The Sun Set

Waiting for the golden sun to set,
Sky is coloured with pomegranate scarlet

Try to keep daylight slowly gone,

chirping notes are dieing down,

Dusky clouds reflecting off the Blinding sun
It’s the time to relax the tension.
The wind blows softly, trees are cool,
A moment of true beauty by Nature’s rule

Sunset is a little different though.
Seems as if it is new everyday, you know?
As sun rises, it will set, dear
Because sunsets are true forever.

Once the sky turns to blue and black
Until the skies have become truly dark
Now it’s sure the sun has set, or went away
Hope for starting a promising day.

Silence can do what I say

Silence is the best attention to pay
Silence is what I fear
Silence is the only thing I can hear

Silence is the word of truth
Silence makes emotions too smooth

Silence…the vital force of world;

Silence…love that goes untold;

Silence can speak, silence can cry

Silence can smile, can say good bye
Silence can scream, Silence can blink
Silence is preferred when we think

Silence can love, Silence can hate
Silence can change one’s fate
Silence can sing, Silence can pray.
Silence can hurt, Silence can prey

Silence talks louder then any word

that cuts the heart just like a sword
Silence is not quite at all

Silence is what fills us all

Silence is the best way to protest
Silence is our arm not last but least

Silence tells that nothing remains

Silence tells that its the end of your games.

NATURE

Nature,
Nature is mother Earth, lovely and evergreen,
Nature is the forest, with varieties shades of green,
Nature is the first sun-ray welcoming the dawn
Nature is the native land where Adam was born

Nature is the bird, singing melodious notes to me
Nature is God’s painting full of colour and beauty,
Nature is the power Nature is freedom
Nature is in motion like wind or storm

Nature is dew drop, nature is rain bow
Nature is the study of “how the grass can grow”
Nature is fruit, leaf, flower and butterfly
Nature is boundless, nature is sky99

Nature is crazy. Nature is naughty
Nature is free, nature is moody
Nature is enjoyable, nature is fun
Nature is eternal just like the sun

Nature is true, Nature is strong
Nature is usually right and rarely ever wrong
Nature is lovely as a couple of dove
Nature is something beautiful to love
Nature is season, rain, winter or spring
Nature is flowing continuously as a river or stream
Nature is hard, nature is fearsome
Nature can never loose its charm180

There are many creatures whom it may love
It strengthens our mind with wings to move
Nature is decorating with thrones, Venus Fly Trap
Nature is our protective shield, it keeps us safe

Nature is my god’s boon. Nature is his curse
Nature is the identity of this universe
Nature is an idea of splendors by imagination; cute and serene,
Nature is my globe, Spiral Galaxy, Milky Way, No—Nature is my Heaven—

Nature is quite today, silence is an act of Nature
Pollution and exploitation, enough of our torture.
Nature is being destroyed, Nature is being killed
Take care of Nature; Nature needs us as much as we need it

RELATION

“RELATION"

My father called him Rahimchacha,
An old, simple man, nothing to hide,
Just like my own grandpa’-
He was my dada, my friend, philosopher and guide.

We celebrated Id, muhharam, holi, diwali
With same happiness, with same enthusiasm,
I was not taught to differentiate
That “I am a Hindu and he is a Mohammedan”.

Dada taught me to swim, told me stories, sang filmy songs-
When roamed through the village by taking me on his back.
I taught him alphabets and handwritings-
Our selfless relation never followed any pre-planned track.

He lived in Mollapara, near by local masque,
With his family, niece and nephew,
It was little away from our house, and
The old rail yard cordoned the area from our view.
.
Suddenly what happened, I don’t know, I swear!
Deadly cry, fire balls, mass killing, blood shaded roads and ponds,
Spent many sleepless time behind closed door
Helplessly, silently, keeping lives in our hands.

“How is my dada? Where is he now?” none gave me reply,
No communication, no sound, except bomb, shootings and police siren.
“It was a riot, honey,” mother told with crying eyes.
I lost my faith on religion; I could not see my dada again.

Time got normalized, we started schooling again,
We prayed altogether, Me, Dipti, Sonu, Rajen sir
But somebody, something we missed with tears
We heartily missed the presence of Naaz, Fatima, Abdul sir.

I am a woman

I’m a woman by my heart,
And I’m proud for that,
I make my future in my hand
I use love to make a bond.
I am small, but dreams are high
I am free, free to fly.

I am cute, I am cool
I am lovely and beautiful.
I am caring, I am naughty,
I am loyal, I am witty.
I am power, I am dream
I am inspiration, I am theme.

I am tender; I express me with shy,
I can smile with a hidden cry.
I can be strong and rule the world, yes, I do!
I can be the fire of revenge too.
I can sacrifice, I can snatch.
Can form heaven on earth with a perfect match.

I am friend, I am daughter
I am wife, I am lover.
I am boss, I am teacher
I am competitor, I am sister
I am enemy, I am destroyer.
I am mother, I am creator.

Letting loose and trying new things.

Wearing make-up, getting new dresses and rings
Fond of soft toys, gossips and chocolates,
Bear hugs and lots of super-secrets.
I'm always going to be special, something new,
Wish something important to do.

To my Mom

To my mom…………

I know mom, to be a mother is not an easy task,

yet you do it proudly and no matter whatever it is asked,
Whenever I committed any mistake or any trouble came to me,
I knew you were always there to understand your baby.
You are the words which creates my song,

you’re my own, my everything Mom.
Just like a sun shine on a cloudy day,

when I'm in blue mood you flew my pain away.

Its you who wipes away my entire tear

your love on this earth is so honest and clear
Except you, mom, where should I be?

Through all hard my times. I know, you are there for me.

You are the one who taught what is right,

its you who guide me to won my every fight,
You are my key of success; you are my fortune queen,
You are my God, yet you are a human being.

Sometimes you tried to control me and got frustrated,
Sometimes you messed up, and talked like a sword, two-edged.
It were because You worried so much about me and me too,

I know this was the hardest thing ,We'd ever had to do.
I have followed in your path and your deeds of wisdom,
And hope my kids will do the same, someday-
I love you more than anything in the world because,
Though I am a mother, I am your baby still today

MY WRAPPER ( DOPATTA)

MY SENSES, MY FEELINGS ARE SOAKING THROUGH MY SOUL..
JUST LIKE MY WRAPPER (DOPATTA), THEY WRAP ME WHOLE
IT WRAPS TO KEEP ME SAFE FROM GREEDY EYES.
AND HIDE FROM OTHERS IGNORANCE SMILES.

WHEN YOUR EYSE GLITTERS WITH TENDER LOVE
IT SWINGS UP IN AIR AS MY HEART LEAPS UP,
THE SHY BLUSHES MY CKEEKS, INCREASES PULSERATES,
THEN IT SHADES ME WITH ALL MY SECRETS.
WHEN YOUR REMEMBRANCE WETTING ME INSIDE..
AND TEARS ROLLING DOWN MAKING ME TO CONFIDE
IT COMES INSTANTLY TO MAKE MY CHEEKS DRY
AND HIDES ME FROM OTHERS QUESTIONING EYES

WHEN I BLOSSOM OUT WITH YOUR PRESENCE
BREATHES COUNT THE MOMENTS TO SEE YOUR FACE,
MY WRAPPER TOO JOYOUSLY START TO DANCE
IT NEVER LEAVES ME ALONE BY ANY CHANCE.

WHEN I WISH EAGERLY FOR YOUR WARM HUG.
IT COMES TO ME AND WRAP ME WITH LOVE
WHEN I WANT TO BE WITH YOU AT EVERY NOW AND WHILE,WITH SHYNESS I WRAP MY THUMB WITH IT & I MYSELF SMILE,
WHEN YOU TOUCH ME, I CANNOT EXPRESS ALL WHAT I FEEL,
ONLY MY SILLY HEART, DOES EVERYTHING REVEAL, IT WHISPERING YOUR NAME, AND I DON'T EVEN FEAR,
I LOVE TO HAVE THE MOMENT FOREVER

WHEN I BECOME TRIRSTY WITH SATURATING THIRSTY DREAMS..IT COMES TO MOISTENING MY THOUGHTS..UPLIFTING HOPES TO EXTREMES..
MY WRAPPER IS NOTHING BUT YOUR SHADOW TO ME,
AS ONLY FOR YOU, FROM THE OUTER WORLD IT HIDES ME.

SUN

Sun, the ball of glowing helium’s,
Containing fission and fusion through atoms
the sun, a roaring sea of furious fire
sending out huge loops, solar flare,
It gives light and heat to everyone,
And neither favors or denies anyone
Light is the origin of existing lives,
Whatever we can see in our open eyes.
When the Sun shines with a pleasant smile
Mother earth removes her dark night veil.
Sun tells us a fair history of light and color.
Hidden geodes of spectrum's splendor
Plants with billions of leaves become bright,
Holding unimaginable amounts of light,
The cleavages and valleys glow shaded blue
In the shadow of high rise mountains through,
Icy mountain peaks reflect the rays in totals
Sea-twilight rising up on whitened crystals.
In the deep sea, marking bluish shade so far,
Blinking with marine shine of green phosphor,
Sun bears history of something so ubiquitous
Hidden behind nature’s emerald silences-
Sun can create nights and days,
And can rippling against the Milky Ways.
It’s the source of midnight sheers of rainbows
Though it curves into dark black space,
Sun is power and everything Sun is god, sun is king,
Sun is not an ordinary living being,
I found the beautiful lies in myths and religions
in our forefathers tale, in books, in our old songs
It is eternal truth that no one has yet written, even with fun.

”No one owns light, no one owns the sun.”

//An Ode to a flower//

//An Ode to a flower//

Flower, you are the lover’s gift;
Last gift of the living to the dead;
Or the priceless wedding wreath;
A way to welcome a new breath.

The memory of a moment of happiness;
This brings hope, conquering sorrow and loneliness
You are present in both east and west
And angels know the rest.Like a young,

bright expert in photosynthesis,
Like a bliss of solitude (in parenthesis!)
Brought on by dew and sun and shower,
Everyone can feel a surge of green power!
I had tended you with so care,
Hoping your scent should fill the air;
You can flash upon my inner mine

when glistening in the sunshine,
As a beauty, endless voyage to heart discovery,
You can make a poetic mind gay and merry,
You can float on high over valleys and hills
And can make the heart with pleasure fills
You are nature’s boon with bit of pride

to turn the springing world so wild.
Flower, flower bloom for me,
Toss your seed just for me
I would gaze and gaze there and then sink
blush me with peace within a wink
Flower O’ flower you are true,
happy am I when I am blue,

/////// VIBGYOR ///////

There is a colour for every reason,
For you, for me and for everyone.
In the frame of colourful life
I tried to draw your portrait, as you like,

First I declined attempts of violet
To define self passion and passionate
I borrow violet from orchids, thunderhead
To put a bindi on your forehead. From shadow’s tunes of lost love stories
From bluegrass music full of past glories.
I collect lonesome indigo blue
To draw a mysterious smile on you.

Blue Ridge Mountains, endless sky,Wavy oceans or a blue moon’s sighI took the shades and paint with that dyes
Blue moments, reflecting from your tearful eyes

Green with envy, green with frighttree is green and water's light
I fetch that greenish pastel shade,
To paint your nature on canvas bed.

Yellow is gracious in gold, glittering sun
Warm and vivacious when fire sticks burn
Yellow I use to make you glow
With pride and prejudice, nor high neither low.

From Oranges, mangoes, papayas or nectarines
My brush collects orange tints,
When you will blush with love and shame
I will to capture that moment in my frame.

Red sky mornings, red sky nights,
Red indicates fear or even delights,
Chilly, cherry, wine, rose all are red, but;
I need blood red to colour your heart.

Want to draw your portrait with rainbow colour,
Visible as you in my eyes, as you are here,
I want to paint to pacify my lonely heart,
And to remind me when we will be apart.

A scientific poem

I don’t mean science exactly, what they like;

I mean what comes before evolution of life.
How you and I came forth from bacteria,
How we came forth from the womb and what’s the criteria?

For instance, in the way we struggling
Inside of a biosphere, within a time being,
Through an ecosystem, with a new breath

on the landscape of the global earth,

or how heredity flows through
An unzipped twist of spiral, helical view.

Or planets turning lonely
In their regular orbits very mannerly.
What makes migrating paths of birds?
No scientist yet understands.

Or how waves arrive on the beach

with motionfalling forward in backward reclusion,
Let a science of sympathy blossom out.

How the world is grew old, and shout
“Leave all controversy on miracles of physical treat

Study the earth, study and think about it”,

forget the geometry of spider webs,
Think how we can make the earth pollution less
Study the air, water and soils,
Carefully watch all plants and animals.S

uggests the logistics to minimize environmental pollution
From earthquake, global warming and ozone layer depletion?
How wonderfully, science still holds my trusting hand,
Feels like my mother gives support to my restless mind,

her entire hand holds just one of my fingers.

To take me out of all dangers.

// Broken heart//

Love rejoiced me childish joy,
I flew up high in air.
It brought me a chain of sorrows,
falling right out from the sky.
Let the people don't talk of love,
which made my life a thrilled dove
look at me
you know I am shattered .
I made my love made my world
which he destroyed let tattered,
shared my soul gave him my heart
smile cruel he used it as shirt,
which he destroyed let tattered,
shared my soul gave him my heart
smile cruel he used it as shirt,
heart seemed shattered
heard his voice uttered,
reminded me of whatever we had,
and his stupid choice
Our moments together
were precious and few,
still I cherished them
all more than he knew.
I have seen women surrounded
and embraced by love.
But my mirror reflects
a woman condemned by love.
A bleeding heart welcomes me
to the truth behind this love.
The love that once filled her heart
now forces her to starve.
Today she moves on with a heart
made of stone,
what to say about that broken heart.
Only I wish I had known.
Can you tell me
Where do broken hearts go?
When there is no melody or prayer
When they don't have a song too?

Shy love

In my lastnight dream
We were sitting together face to face
You were so close to me
That my heart began to race
I was feeling shy
Not thinking you'd see
But as I looked up
I saw your eyes were on me. Our eyes met and
the globe seemed to disappear
I was with you only
and I didn't have a care
your presence Piercing my soul,
my heart and my brain.
I lost my words and
I could not meet your gaze again
you made me feel shyand gave me feelings I'd forgot,

you made me blushed,with cupids arrow I'd been shot
As the seconds ticked by,
I wanted you more. And moreI still couldn't look up,
As my eyes locked on the floor ..

He smiles, he smiles like no other.
His smiles bring me somewhere,
My world is there in his smile,

it enlightens my mind in a unique style

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He Smiles for the sake of mine-
To me, his every smile has a rhyme,
His smile takes away all my pain,
It s my great relief when am in strain

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His smile makes my world bloom,

his smile cast away all my gloom,
His smile fades away all my fears
His dimpled chin sweeps away all my tears.

To me, his smile is from other worlds,
When he's not around, my smile dies,
I feel happy when I see him smile,

coz he smiles for me, may be just for awhile.

Listen dear, It’s really a mystery to me;

I love you honey and still I envy thee,
When I am so saddened by sorrows for miles,
How can you smile such sweet smiles!!!!

Make my wish come true.

I look in your eyes and find your love.
Lost inside of you, just like a pair of dove.
I am searching for answers that evaded me for so long,
I love you deeply. Honey… is it wrong?

It s the eyes that makes mesmerism to fall in love.
It s the lips that makes quench the thirst of love.
It’s the hands that make the safe custody of love.
And it s the heart that makes the trust of love.

Wondering to myself, late in the night-
I wish if you would be here to hold me tight.
What’s the reason that attracts me towards you?

What magic do you have and what did you do?

Whenever I want to push you out of my tiny world,
You crawl back, to leave me restless, confused and wild;
I whisper for forgiveness to my god as I surrender to you,
I want to be with you forever to make my wish come true.

Good bye…….

You leave me and I may not hear your voice
You make me fool as I am not as per your choice
I know you are not mine and think of me very rare
You never tell me the truth neither care
I can never be yours as your ambition is too high
I love you deeply yet have to say “good bye”.
Thank you, honey, for everything you've ever done
Your kind words, mesmerizing smile, lovely sensation,
You destructed my world unknowingly when they all wasted through
You can never feel how much I love, I care for you.
Your love comes to an end, lovely moments are going by
I love you, and miss you too. But it's the time to say” good bye”
But still now whenever I peep into my mind,
Can visualize your remembrance, too sweet and kind
My heart can never erase you, you will never be forgotten.

You were, are and will be there, your magic will continue on,
Then only from deep of my heart, I can feel that my love cannot die
I can not live without you, or can never say you “good bye”.

My wish for you……….

If I could have my wishes,

If my wishes did come true
I'd wish for your love and
I'd give myself to you

Your name lights me up
Your smile makes me happy.

Please dear, always be here
I love the way you love me.

Your silence speaks your love
And fill my life with song;

you made me change my mind,
To follow you all day long

I would ask for nothing
But pray to God to keep you fine;
I would wish all your dreams come true
And bring joy to this heart of mine.

To my daughters:

“My tiny angles, my daughters,Oh how I love you!
You are so special... you are my dreams which come true!
You give me such warm feelings;That my lip begins to shiver,
I have no words to say-You are the only things, I have to live for.
You took my maiden heartand made it feel brand new,
Planted a seed of motherly feeling andOh, how it grew and grew!
Well, I say, it's no secret, that you, the little angles, make me smile,
And there's no reason in hiding –Because it comes in divine style.
All the beauties, all the charms of my lifesurely because of you two,
For being the sweetest, lovlist persons of my worldI thank both of you!
Every here, every therein my every promise, every prayer;
No matter where you both shall be dear,
you’ll be with me everywhere.
My life is now complete, All for the love of you!
You are my everything dears I am incomplete without you.”

My prayer to God

Every now, every then,
Everywhere and every when;

I think about you ,I thank you for being.

How great you are and where you've been.
Every here, every there
You're with me everywhere.

In every promise and every prayer,

its only you I can remember.
Every time, every season
Whatever may be the reason,
Whenever I m confused, whenever I feel blue,
I can feel your presence, it’s only you,
In every sorrow, in every joy,
In every smile and in every cry,
It’s only you, who makes me feel,
I m not alone, you are with me still.
In my tragedy, in my odd-time,
In my happiness, in my good time,
I can survive only for you,
Let me trust it, the whole year through!

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FOR SALE: MAGIC MIRROR

The magic mirror is for sale.

Yes that’s what you heard in fairy tale
It tells the things about friend and foe,about past,present,future,what you want to know.
Magic Mirror always tells the truth,
Whatever is the fact, Hard or smooth,
Never tells lies, even forced by threats-
Never commented on love or hate.
It owned by the mind with evil thoughts,
When the beauty queen became its boss,
Snow White, seven dwarfs kept useless-

if the magic mirror was not in its place.
It’s not only a looking glass, too simple to tell,
But an important character in fairy tale.
The queen is erased out, dwarfs are vanished,
Princess is out of mind, story is finished.
Who will say” I must be fairest in the land,”
Beauty can be bought by cash and credit card.
Beauty parlors, anti wrinkle cream,
Weekend in spa, regular visit in health regime.
So the mirror, outdated obsolete,
Just an useless fellow. Fairy tale artifact.
Put it in auction; fix it on wall for sell
Bye Bye magic mirror, just go to the hell.

If I could be…

I'm not that Cinderella, Rapunzel or Barbie
So my love isn’t scared to show that he loves me.

I can Show my prince who really I am
I Can dream my own dreams, But maybe not accomplish them.

Like Cinderella, I do not wish to be like anyone special
Want to feel that People notice me because I am an individual,
I do wish a man who wants me for my heart, my soul,

truly not falseand not just for a pretty face, money or something else
Still sometimes in my dreams I wish I could be Cinderella, dear.
So that My charming prince would bring my glass slipper
If I could be his one and only princess

Too sweet and cute for his crazy love and fiery kisses.

The lamp…

I can bear my love like a lamp before me,
Upon MY way unknowingly, in a dream.
It seems now I have all I wished forevery power

I have long for I don’t care,

all my utmost need demands
Is none but this lamp, the light! So still it stands
There HE is, WHO brought me light;
Made a journey starting from my heart
His name always lights me up

whenever I heard it makes me bump
I think about him when I awake, when I sleep.
He is place in my heart so deep

always made me glittering; sheltering me with groping hands
Stretched toward the path of love through my dreamlands
I always pray to God to keep him alive.

Joyous, happy and satisfied, there’s only my lamp of love

that's how I know I love him more than myself

as we both know. He’s the lamp of my life,

enlightens me with love, hope, and fame

…HE made me so alive, I cannot survive without him.

Love Letter

They discourage me; they say I’m timid, meek dwarf
To pluck fruits from the tree of happiness
I grow fear when night sounds music
And moon alone watches our togetherness.

I wish to blanket my love around you,
Wish to stretch my arms for your moony love
Bosom your pain in exchange of beauty
Stuffed in winter and vanishing the way off.

A hope that your beautiful smile always will be there.
Holding on, holding out...a hand, a hope, a wish.
A gentle feeling that only I can share.
Wondering how I 'll ever repay the promise of all this!

I am not a poet; still my words take the shape of a verse,
To express my love, my feelings, my devotion for you
I am waiting for the time to see the same light in your eyes,
andTo whisper “this poem is exclusively for you.”

The day will come…..

The day will come
When the sky is going to
Scatter clouds all over
The day will come
When the earth is going to
Spread its net of a garden
The day will come
When the rivers would look
Like flowing from the sky to earth
The day will come
When the sky would blanket
My love around you
As it does it to the earth
And all over
To stop your moony shiver
Should I have again to express
That my love yields no
Words this year’s harvest?

/// she ///

"Smile winning her with the tints that glow,
Touching mind at peace with all below,
She walked in beauty, owing glazes of darkling bright
Her tiny world that glowed with tender light
Where thoughts of love sweet serenely expressed
And on her face, a dream was softly enlightened;
Many tales of past in goodness spent,
She when had a heart which was so innocent!
Once, flown sorrows shaded more and joy rayed the less
Her only world became hidden behind the nameless grace
Anger that none could see which burned her dead
She trusted not as someone made her heart bled
One might think that her waiting love lies within,
And I know only that her love won’t be ever seen
For she was found at the slept of love weeping
No body but she stood at the grave of the past peeping

Happy New Year!

Only a night from old to new!

With a sunrise a New Year will come true;
Never a night such changes brought.

No New Year miracles are wrought.

Still The Old Year will bid good bye at the dawn,

putting blooming buds on New Year’s crown.
The blossoms will Bloom from the ashes of the dead.
I can only imagine what might have happened.
Another set in the irrevocable past,

And headlong whirled long Time's winged blast

it’s the time to make Confession and resolve and prayer;

and the days to wake New gladness in the sunny air.

Let’s welcome another New Year

with good things in mind and cheer

Lets erase memories wetted with heartache and pain

and let's turn a new leaf with the smell of new rain

Let's forget past mistakes making amends for this year
Sending season’s greetings to friends to bring hope and cheer
Then take a deep meditative breath to be fresh
And to realize that you are still alive by God’s grace..
Then start a new day, leaving all bad old ways forever
Gift yourself a new look, say, “happy new year”..

// Epitaph //

A meadow-surrounded home of marble crown
A nameplate to show there who’s laid down
Everywhere calm cool breeze, silent inspire
Candles, insane sticks, bouquet and flowers,
Chirping birds, chants have silly fights
Stars twinkling shine all through nights
Here is me, lies my soul you are right
Shhhh!! Don’t be noisy, just keep quite
I am on the bed for slumber, though not sleeping
Don’t keep standing near my grave look weeping
Death might take away my presence from you,
You are everything to me how can I leave you?
You can find me in the wind that blows
You can find me in flakes of snows
I will be there in morning rays
I will be with you in summer days
You can hear me in raining drops
You can touch me through dense fogs
Do not see my epitaph and please don’t cry;
I am not there, honestly, I did not die

The mask I wear

I wear a mask, to hate and love
It is a mask that doesn’t take off.
Being afraid, fearing, but willing to a face unknown;
Long felt inadequacies make my defenses strong.

When I feel my face beautiful, appears a mask,
My protective, ever-varying and ever-concealing mask.
Dwells the real me beneath in confusion and fear,
Lonely moments of sad, moistened with tear ,

A panic weakness of me and my frightened mind-
That’s why I frantically create my masks to hide behind.
I wear the mask that tells both truths to lies,
It hides my emotion and shades my eyes,

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But within heart a silent flame ablaze me
History repeated itself as it is her story to me
This debt me paying to human guile;
So that with torn and bleeding heart I can smile.

My mask laughs and smiles, hiding my silly cry
Sometime respond none cease to dry
With my masked face, I am playing my assigned role

Strength unknowingly insist me to achieve my goal.

Sometimes I think, why should the world be over-wise?
Coming over the hazards when new day arise?
Let the world see me with mask, let dreams be otherwise,
I love my mask when counting all my tears and sighs.

Pearl drops…

So many times I missed you

So many times you made me cry
Silently tears fell down from my eyes,
It seemed without you I will die.

It came from deep inside,

Making a hallowed place within my heart

It engulfed my soul and broke my mind,

Silent pearl drops made my world apart.

These drops were longing for a gentle care

When consumed in hopeless sorrow

And I was feeling the compassion for you,

Though my dreams hoped for a shinning tomorrow.
With a great hope in mind,

I gazed at youlooking deep into those smiling, lovely eyes

You slowly pulled me towards you,

And wiped the tears from my crying eyes.

You felt my grief, shared it with love and care,

Held my hands, erased my doubts and fear,

I melted down hearing your whispering call,

And felt all my tear drops were not so sad after all.

// Revolving round with time //

In and among the dry leaves
In and around the coughing faces
Seeing the time arrive
In the fields here the harvest is just done
On the street where roaming people having their fun,
We can see moving time.
In the dream I am dreaming
Where my past is still continuing
I see the time run In every step
I step In Every move that I move
I find myself lost and lost without direction
As there’s a voice inside my head saying
‘You’ll never reach it, the time has run off’…
I always want it move
Try always to run with it sometimes,
I’m going have to lose
As my faith is shaking to make me bend
And everything left vacant,
At last, at end.
It comes in a new form,
With many love, nice sharing,
And many quarrels, many wars within
Through flowers, through cards and website
A celebration is made world wide.